December 2009
21 posts
BEST XMAS EVER.
One of my best friends from NY came down for a surprise visit. I was happy till the point of tears, hahaha. Life is good!
-xtina
I’m nobody’s fool.
i find a fatal flaw in the logic of love.
I wish i could tell you everything wrong with me so you’d understandwhy i say or do the things i do. but you dont. so i’ve learned to keep my mouth shut. and the tension is still there, and it always will be.
-xtina
damn.
im so tired of your bull.
The truth.
After 16.9 years of living, ive realized one thing:
the things of this world will never make me truly happy.
Its a good thing, because thats God’s job.
-xtina
wish i was azn enough to care about school, at least enough to get studying.
“Hey, you beauty supreme
Yeah, you were right about me
But can I get myself out...”
– Limousine—Brand New.
listening to underoath
Glass shatters and comes to a halt I thought we’d be there by now I thought it would be so much quicker than this Pain has never been so brilliant I made sure you were buckled in Now you can walk hand in hand Hand in Hand with Him
Drowning in my sleep, I’m drowning in my sleep.
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Someday I can finally let go.
so freaking amazing. →
i fell into yesterday, our dreams seemed not far...
my xmas/bday list:
new guitar
chi hair straightener
GPS
prismacolor markers
modcloth gift card :]
Bookssss
Of course im probly just going to get 2 of those things.
vanity will be the death of you
nuff said.
New years resolution:
Stop cussing. srsly. stop it. God does not approve, Christina.
La Vie en Rose.
iHATE
…that state of conscienceness. It is the devil.
Afraid of both feet in concrete,
Where my brain and heart meet
Where the eye-to-eye see
Is just a refusal to seek
All the things I cant be.
-xtina
Its all topsy turvy now.
I use to want to go to sleep to escape living.
Now i sty awake to escape dreaming.
:O) RUDOLPH!
xtina <3 xmas